The social conditioning has almost left one to place were
they trying to re discover by looking back on one’s life. It’s strange to see
that many things which I enjoyed a lot are forgotten and now I need to read it
myself to realize that I enjoyed song or
doing some specific thing on day! Sadly that’s what life does to you and when I
say life, it’s the expectation, people and things around you make you do. It’s
a little harsh on others when you put it like that but things change as the
time passes away. Every item on you list if linked to happiness of some one or
something around you and yourself is lost in the midst. When everything on the
list is done and dusted and that small corner of hour if left with you, most of
the time one will find happiness in a bit of sleep or a short bit of silence
among the chaos – not the bit for entertain / enjoying myself
As the time progresses and our life gets evolved into
something like a strings of a woolen sheet were we lose track on what’s mine
and what’s not and it leaves you at a place where you hardly care. This is time
when one starts living life over days and hours just passing through the daily
chores and not into anything specific. It more of like status updates on done
done done! and pending and WIP. The list often reflects in smiling and frowning
faces. When it becomes the order of the day, it cease to spring the smile back
on you as it just build expectation and as always Expectation reduces joy !!!
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